Good to be Home Again!

Well....we worked it out and are now officially a couple again!  It feels so darn good to be home again.  Of course, we have got to move stuff back in this weekend so that'll be a lil bit of work on our parts, but the kids are happy.  They missed their daddy.  So did I.  I won't be making a snap decision like that again.  Relationships are hard work and to keep them going, you have got to be willing to put the work in.  I forgot to snuggle and show love to the man I love more than anyone (excluding my kids) in the entire world!  I won't make that mistake twice.  I am here for good and looking forward to the wedding next year.  Maybe it won't be as big as I thought, but it is definately gonna happen!  More later....

Good Morning!

Well....good morning out there!  Went to bed late last night and now it's early in the a.m.  Gotta get back to packing.  My heart is screaming for me to stay and work it out with Deaun.  Love is funny like that, I guess.  Although I am going to miss Deaun more than I could ever possibly tell you, I did give him a choice and he turned it down.  Wish he would have just agreed....then I could have stayed living with him.  Now, it's back to being on my own.  Have a funny feeling about Deaun and I though.....I think we still have a shot at working it out.  Time will tell.  Well, that is all for now.  Time to get Ma up and get more packing done.  Waiting to here about a rental truck to move my things today.  Also, gonna meet with my antie for coffee in a lil while.  It will be good to see her again.  So....on with my day.....

Nighty Night!

Well.....I am up a lot later than usual.  I still have much to do!  More packing in the morning.  But, for now, I am tired.  My bed is calling my name!  Chat again tomorrow.  Gonna get up early and get to it! Lots of love.....Me

Staying Friends

Never thought I would see the day Deaun and I would break up.  We have been doing some talking though and have decided we will stay friends.  He was my best friend before....who knows where this will lead.  Keeping all my options open......

Harder than I thought.....

Well.....Deaun and I just talked for the first time today.  He still refuses couple counseling.  He said if I move out it is over for good and he won't miss me at all.  That hurt.  I am gonna miss him more than words.  I did tell him though that if he changes his mind he knows my phone number and can call me anytime.  I would like to work things out with him but know we need some time apart.  Our relationship is not what it should be.  I think we both know that  much.

On a lighter  note, ma and I got some packing done.  Not a lot, but a little.  Still lots more to do.  It is gonna be a long night for us.  We'll get it done though.  One room at a time.  Next room on the list: the kitchen.  Yuck!  That is the worst room to pack.  All that food is gonna drive me nuts putting in bags and boxes.

Keep reading.....I'll keep posting!

Packing

Hmmmmm......I gotta start packing.  I move tomorrow evening.  I gotta find the motivation from somewhere.  Just don't know where yet. LOL. Gonna start in one room and move to another....time to get started.  Post again in a little while.

About Me

I was just sitting here thinking that I told you about my day, but did not tell you about me.  I am single. I have five children, two still at home.  I am a full time college student.  I do not like to read so I won't lie and say I do.  At the very least, I just don't have time to do it!  I think I am funny and have a good personality.  Most people would agree with that.  I get along with just about everybody.  I can't really say I hate or dislike anyone.  There is good in everyone.  Sometimes you just gotta look a little extra hard.  I come from a big family.  I can't think of anything else and I would appreciate any questions.  I will answer anything.